May 02, 2015
a bit too much
Posted at 5:47 PM
A bit too self-indulgent today… I showered earlier this afternoon and took advantaged of my newly washed hair and got a bit on the conceited side and took too many selfies and spammed several people because I CAN'T LET THIS GO TO WASTE. Had to preserve how good it felt to have hair fresh out the shower :)
Was pretty productive this morning. And I never do homework on Saturday morning. I was feeling it since the night before when I did homework and it felt good to get things done. Hopefully I'll get the rest of my homework done by tonight.
There's also the 10 miler, Broad Street Run tomorrow omgggggggg
shoot me haha
I ran 8 miles last Sunday in what? almost 2 hours. Add two more miles to that and I might as well…
Aiming to finish in about 1 hour 45 minutes at most. Please, please, please.
"Is the sun in your eyes, easy rider?
Do the flame colored skies light your fire?
Does the ocean inspire, easy rider?
Do the stars and the wind take you higher?
"Paradise is a hell-colored flame sky
Is it nice to feel free and wild?
Paradise is a game of do-or-die
I just ride."
~Lana Del Rey, Angels Forever
David So was right about adding quotes to pictures that doesn't fit the pic hahahah lol, I did not mean the one on snap chat, I meant the lyrics I added next to.. ugh w.eLabels: Other, Procrastination
December 23, 2014
deletion and completion
Posted at 9:45 AM
 Christmas Break for me has started since this past weekend (wonderful). Fourth day in and I'm going back to school on Jan. 5th. I'm tired of being bored and I'm bored of being tired. Nothing to do but read, write, do homework, read more, manga/anime… well, I'm not all that bored. It's just nothing exciting. I'm trying to create a to-do list every single day just so I have something to complete and feel satisfied with when I'm done by the end of the day. Might as well type out these plans.
Note: Random pictures are going to be added into this post (like the ones where I edited with Lana Del Rey).
Speaking of which, in the past few days she uploaded new songs on Youtube, one called "I Can Fly" and "Big Eyes". I love Big Eyes, really haunting and I love the lyrics.
>.<
Here's my plans for Christmas Break that I've laid out last week:
recording online journal entries- reading
- getting bags washed
- clean up (winter cleaning!)
- watching movies
- reading manga
- watching anime
- vocabulary record
- prepare for ACTs
- prepare for SATs
- look at colleges
- finish homework
Speaking of manga, I started reading Ookami Shoujo to Kuro Ouji yesterday. There's an anime out for it now but screw the anime , I want to read the manga first. It's okay so far; hasn't really left the greatest impression on me yet. I'm only on Chapter 8.
Speaking of which, I'm trying to read a lot of books. I tried reading this one psychology book two nights ago which was a bad idea because my brain was preparing to shut down and having statistics shoved down my throat is not the plan.
Spontaneous kitty gif I found on tumblr days ago that I thought was real cute ^.^
Sata <3 He's a complete jerk and he reminds me of Richard >_>
I agree.
Labels: Books, Break, Cat/Kitten, Christmas, Holiday, Life, Note-To-Self, Other, Planning, Procrastination, Reading, School
February 11, 2014
STRESSSSSSSSSSSJESUUUUUSSSS
Posted at 8:46 PM
omgomgomgomgomgomgogmggomg
Mental breakdown because I hate how the internet consumes so much of my time
How I could literally have learnt 2 different languages in the past 2 years in which I finally received a laptop and a phone.
I seriously can't. Every minute I waste on social media for longer than necessary kills my insides to the point where I just can't even…
I tell myself "Oh I'm going to read this, practice that, use technology to my own advantage and actual help improve my own intellect." But no, there's advertisements here and there and too many distractions and no wonder this generation is screwed as hell :( At this rate, I won't achieve much in the last years of being a teen and this is so sad.
I compare myself to when my dad was young. He knows how to speak 6 fugging languages and probably has a higher education than I have IN SCHOOL. Do you not see what this is implying? I swear to God, I am so done with my incompetence. I know I'm putting myself down but I was always encouraging myself and tbh, it's NOT working or helping in anyway. If I saw myself right now, I'd slap the shit out of myself ;-;
Actions speak louder than words sometimes. I originally wanted to be more fluent in Mandarin then study Vietnamese, Cambodian, and then Korean language but WTFFFFFFFF >______>
(Explanation why these languages : Vietnamese and Cambodian are my parents' native languages so ofc. Korean is just for fun. idk about Japanese … Just no… )
:(
Me
Me
Labels: Life, Procrastination
December 15, 2013
Procrastination ;-;
Posted at 10:34 AM
Procrastination overload. All I want to do is eat and sleep and just relax and watch Youtube all day but I have exams tomorrow. The reason why I'm procrastinating is that I'm pretty sure with an hour or two of studying and reviewing, I'll probably get a decent grade. But another part of me wants to start right away just in case I missed something. Guys, I'm not smart, I was probably just really desperate to get a good grade and when I actually do something, I fall right out of it and just disappoint myself ;-; But ughguaghauaghaguaghaguagh
Life is always opposing what I want to do :(
Anyway, on Osu, my rank for individual beatmaps are going up to the top 50 lately. Also, 4 key got easier after I played 6 keys for a while :D I got a lot of SSs too omfg Rank 47 here
Yayyy. This song as well went up. So happyyyy. :D Rank 44 here.
Screen shot to show where I left off on Pewds gameplay of Two Souls. I created a big theory about it but I don't want to explain the whole thing. Alice said I'm half right though so ok...
GAHHHHH STRESSSSS
Labels: Osu, Procrastination, Studying, Youtube
February 23, 2013
That moment...
Posted at 6:21 PM
I did something productive for about 2 hours.
Got so much out of it! :DDD
It was hard for me to read the intro of the Bible for homework. And we're going to have a quiz on it the next time I come to Theology class. So I took notes and created charts of comparisons and important information. It wasn't so bad. I love writing, so it didn't matter to me.
I'm about to watch Ao no Exorcist again. Kyaaaa~
Labels: 2013, Accomplishment, Other, Procrastination
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Neuroscience Major, Psychology Minor
Vietnamese-Chinese, Pisces
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