February 11, 2014
STRESSSSSSSSSSSJESUUUUUSSSS
Posted at 8:46 PM
omgomgomgomgomgomgogmggomgMental breakdown because I hate how the internet consumes so much of my time
How I could literally have learnt 2 different languages in the past 2 years in which I finally received a laptop and a phone.
I seriously can't. Every minute I waste on social media for longer than necessary kills my insides to the point where I just can't even…
I tell myself "Oh I'm going to read this, practice that, use technology to my own advantage and actual help improve my own intellect." But no, there's advertisements here and there and too many distractions and no wonder this generation is screwed as hell :( At this rate, I won't achieve much in the last years of being a teen and this is so sad.
I compare myself to when my dad was young. He knows how to speak 6 fugging languages and probably has a higher education than I have IN SCHOOL. Do you not see what this is implying? I swear to God, I am so done with my incompetence. I know I'm putting myself down but I was always encouraging myself and tbh, it's NOT working or helping in anyway. If I saw myself right now, I'd slap the shit out of myself ;-;
Actions speak louder than words sometimes. I originally wanted to be more fluent in Mandarin then study Vietnamese, Cambodian, and then Korean language but WTFFFFFFFF >______>
(Explanation why these languages : Vietnamese and Cambodian are my parents' native languages so ofc. Korean is just for fun. idk about Japanese … Just no… )
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Me
Me
Labels: Life, Procrastination
