June 01, 2017
Insomnia and Other Stuff
Posted at 11:55 AM
It's been another long while since I've posted. But here I am, on my new laptop. It's an HP Spectre 360xsomething. What I really like about this in comparison to my old Macbook Pro is that it's light weight (2 lbs), I can fold the keyboard back and use it as just a tablet, and it comes with a pen. Also, I've always been a big PC/Windows type girl. I've always resented getting a Macbook in the first place and wouldn't contemplate getting the Macbook Air to suit my college and life needs anyhow. I got something against Apple (mentally) overall but can respect that they have great products but they're not for me.
My insomnia has been improving the last 2 days. I still wake up in the middle of the night and it takes a long time for me to fall asleep. I've been tired and losing weight so that's an issue, I feel like it's a result of my disorderly anxious mind. But I'm working on it.
This summer consists of me solving a shitton of Sudoku puzzles and studying Mandarin (how to write, read, pronounce) as I'm waiting for jobs I've applied to to get back to me and offer me a position because I'm in need of doing something productive. Sudoku and studying another language takes up not even a fraction of my day and I feel like a potato just laying here online not progressing , much anywhere. Ah, I've also been working out, but it's on and off.
Labels: Planning, Studying, Summer
December 15, 2013
Procrastination ;-;
Posted at 10:34 AM
Procrastination overload. All I want to do is eat and sleep and just relax and watch Youtube all day but I have exams tomorrow. The reason why I'm procrastinating is that I'm pretty sure with an hour or two of studying and reviewing, I'll probably get a decent grade. But another part of me wants to start right away just in case I missed something. Guys, I'm not smart, I was probably just really desperate to get a good grade and when I actually do something, I fall right out of it and just disappoint myself ;-; But ughguaghauaghaguaghaguagh
Life is always opposing what I want to do :(
Anyway, on Osu, my rank for individual beatmaps are going up to the top 50 lately. Also, 4 key got easier after I played 6 keys for a while :D I got a lot of SSs too omfg Rank 47 here
Yayyy. This song as well went up. So happyyyy. :D Rank 44 here.
Screen shot to show where I left off on Pewds gameplay of Two Souls. I created a big theory about it but I don't want to explain the whole thing. Alice said I'm half right though so ok...
GAHHHHH STRESSSSS
Labels: Osu, Procrastination, Studying, Youtube
December 14, 2013
DREAAAAD ;-;
Posted at 3:31 PM
I need to actually start DOING something if I'm so worried about FAILING the exams. I have like... 4 left and I need to start studying again! :( Ugh. Damn it, snow days. But I should really take this advantage but I don't want to study all weekend again like last weekend :(
I have been procrastinating or so I thought... Tumblr just gave me a scarier way to imagine what procrastinating really it. YES I'M JEOPARDIZING MY FUTURE. Need to go and ...study :(
Why why why why I don't want to!!!!!
Exams can go>>>
;-; This is me, literallyyyyy
Was online the whole day. Might as well spend the last half on studying. STUDYING.
Yay... reached 4000+ that was quick.
Last note: Have you ever experienced this before? I use to have these every time I'm about to drift off but I feel like falling and jerk on my bed as if I just hit cement and it gave me a mini heart attack and I'm like wtf brain, let me sleep.
Labels: School, Stress, Studying
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The Discreet Pink Rose, aka, Vabeani
Neuroscience Major, Psychology Minor
Vietnamese-Chinese, Pisces
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