January 05, 2015
Morning
Posted at 9:22 AM
Break is over! D:I'm at work now but this morning I got to see the faces that I've missed so much over break and can't wait to spend another year with them. :)))
Afternote: Getting my life together is a priority. But when is my life EVER together. Reflection on last year is a pain in the butt. And I want to type out things I've done wrong that I will not ever do again (or avoid as cautiously as possible).
1. Prioritize your relationships. Seriously, I've dealt with this last year and I'm kind of wondering whether my mind is in the right place. Please don't neglect the people who are around you and care about you for someone you feel is more important or feel like you need more than life. Biggest mistake ever. I live for myself and I decide who I'll invest time in.
2. Cut the bullshit and stop being scared. Won't follow through 100% because my guts are as minuscule as a grain of sand. Working on it~! Fear is one of the driving forces that keeps me from doing what I want to do and NEED to do.
3. Be more outspoken. Not in a way where I'm always out there but I need to stop playing the doormat that people can just walk all over.
Prioritized relationships as I've noticed are rather few. I'm comparing the people who were with me from birth until now, from elementary school until now, and from the beginning of high school until now. Those time spans and the people who I've walked through those years with are people who I truly need to care about because they've been with me on the long run.
Since Birth: Family members, duh.
Since Elementary: Alice, Jenny, Ada, Emily, others I associate with on a routined basis.
Since High School Started: Jose, Kris, Richard, Esthela, Lizbeth (more to name but these 5 pop up in my head).
I'll end this post on a positive note.
Positive note.
lol.
