February 13, 2016
An Open Letter Posted at 9:32 AM
I legit haven't written on this for 2 months, close to 3. But hey, here I am.

I haven't been on here for the past couple months because my anxiety has been worst than usual. Not just 1-2 week periods, but almost 3 months now. That's why I was gone. And you'd think the small things I do to get myself back in the right mentality will help me— it doesn't. Here and there, I'm alright, I'm happy, I'm content, I feel like myself. And the next thing you know, overwhelming fear, anxiety, over thinking, unable to get ahold of my thoughts. I've talked about it to my counselor. She's not that much of help but I guess I'll just need to help myself.

I take steps to get better. Always, forever will… what am I writing?
I am quite obsessed with Nirvana as of now. I love Kurt Cobain because he's immortal, he's timeless. I feel as if all walks of life will have heard of him. I'm jealous that my older family members were alive while he was around until he committed suicide at the age of 27 in 1994. I'll pay tribute to him since his birthday is coming up on February 20th. I'll light candles, write something and read it to myself like the obsessed junkie, strange human being I am. But being obsessed with bands and the people in them…keeps my mind off my own troubling issues in life.

I can't promise that this'll get me where I want to go but I hope I get better. Peace. xoxo, me.

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