July 11, 2014
stress and anxiety
Posted at 9:34 AM
I wonder if a solution is conducive. I'm being irrational and uncooperative and I apologize that I can't handle some of the things you do. You told me you were done playing and asked me what I was doing. I gave you an answer and then you take minutes to reply. The feeling of irate came from the fact that you told me you were done playing league but you didn't tell me you were going to play one last game which lead to the conclusion that you didn't really care about whether I knew or not. But I'm not letting this get to me and I hope it works out. I stayed up until flipping 1 in the morning having to go through this issue and I can't believe you're just going to conform your actions based on what I want. I don't know… I don't like having too much control and it seems that it's taking more effort than expected which really puts me in a really bad position.I appreciate the effort that you put in for making time for me but it was my fault for getting mad. I should have occupied my time with something while you were away and I shouldn't have to wait for a response. That's a big waste of time.
I hope things get better.
This is but a small issue and I hope we compromise.
