May 11, 2014
RantRantRant
Posted at 6:28 AM
Guhhh. Ugh.. Everything. The only description of this situation is that it's my best dream (well, the fact that I have him) and my worst nightmare (the problem that we're caught up in). : (Oh my gosh, so there's this girl he use to like named Lizbeth right. And he told her one time that he liked her but she never responded and guess what??? Now that he moved on, she's starting to argue with him through texting. She was acting strange after she got out of me that I like Allen and gahhh. And on Thursday, Allen texted her that he likes me. And then Liz started texting him things like:
"You've changed."
"Well, as long as you're happy with her."
"Just forget about me, don't worry about me."
"I'll be back to normal by Monday."
He told me all about it because he didn't know what to do and that he was stressed out and gah. And by yesterday, I literally had enough of Lizbeth. The worst part is that she's one of the first people I've met and actually talked to when I came to HS and omg >___> Yoooooo. Lizbeth did like him,too and after he texted her that he liked her… I guess she didn't know what to do and stated that she was a coward. She confessed that to him and said that she wish she took the chance but now her chance is over. And it made me wonder… if I didn't tell Allen I liked him… Liz and him would probably… But there's another thing to this though.. It's just that… yeah. Well never mind about that.
I'm just glad I made the first move and that I began talking to him a lot. He told me I'm his closest friend because I know more about him than anyone else. Also, he got to know me in just a short time when he and Liz never really got to know each other in the months that they hung out.
Yooooo, our conversations are cheesy as hell sometimes LOLOLOL XDDDDDDDD
And last night, he was trying to resolve the community service date thing. I wanted to go on the 17th but then I have an eye appointment scheduled now. And even if I did go, Liz would get uncomfortable with me and Allen there and I told Allen that I probably shouldn't go and that he should just go with her since I don't want to like… get in the way of them making up their service hours. I already did them anyway and I didn't want Liz to be alone (omg, I really still do care despite how mean and rude she was when I was talking to her). But then Allen said he wanted to do them with me and I was like gahhh. Then he asked if we should go on the 31st. I didn't want to but urgh, I said okay in the end and he got really excited and elated and jeeesus lol XD. But still, I hope James goes on the 17th with Liz.
Another thing that kind of ran me over. Like… weeks ago right. I told Liz that Allen was going to teach me Filipino and Liz wrote a note in his book saying *winkwink* and in a text who knows how long later, she was like "I want to learn another language, maybe yours". I really shouldn't have told her that but Allen suggested she'd try Italian and w0w0w0w0w0. :3
Lastly, when I got pissed off last night right, I told Allen to text her "If I go out with you, will it make anything better?????" But then Allen was like "But I don't want her" And then I said, "That's besides the point." But in the end he never asked.
>Emotionally drained<
Labels: Life, Psychological
