May 30, 2014
life these days.
Posted at 9:23 PM
Sorry for not updating so often. It's only been four days. I really haven't been writing much in my journal lately either. Mostly because I talk to Allen a lot and I had a lot of projects/ lab reports to type up. Thank goodness we can have it in by today at night. Also, Sam is going through things and they're really terrible and she's been talking to me about it, along with other people at school. I can't really say it here, but I just hope she knows I'm supporting her and I was talking to Allen about it and all. : ((( So many people are going through so much and I'm glad I don't have family problems. It's been one issue after another, tbh.
My life has been amazing by far, with the exceptions of other people's downfalls as it nears the end of the year. I'm really feeling the impact all this work that has been piled up has been on me. :(
But the best part of almost every day is getting Allen's hugs after school. Gah, so warm and calming and I just can't. We've really gotten close over the last month to admit that we're best friends. And the fact I'm the only person ever to get this close to him just flatters me to a point. He tells everything and I do the same. People still have the notion that we're dating but right now… we're just really close friends. :)
I don't think I've hung out with anybody as much as I hang out with Allen. We just have so much in common that it's unbelievable. And I really don't care if he doesn't like himself, has low self-esteem, is not the flipping dream guy everyone pictures. I really don't care. >____> Why do I feel like I'm being cheesy again lololol
Hehhehe, me meeting at his locker erryday after school :DDDDDDD
God, we were at the stairwell that's usually … unoccupied and we'd hug and talk and so on and so forth. OMG. I wore his flipping hoodie and it was oversized and kyaaaaa :33333333 [update: it was actually his older brother's hoodie omg and speaking of siblings, he has two older sisters as well and a younger sister. But the brother is the oldest :OOOO And his eldest sister is hella pretty wtf] Smells good too *^* Also, he heard my stomach grumble for the first time and began laughing … wow >////////////////<
nwahhahahahsadhfshadfhsadhfsakdfhasljsg;jas Me most of the time now, though why do I get embarrassed? His late night talks, plans for the future, all that stuff hehehehehehehe I can't. Me so happy :3
So yeah, excuse me if I haven't been on Skype or whatever. Just that I can't deal with how dreamlike this is. o_____o I want to cryy. Why is it that my life is becoming so amazing while everyone else's at school seems to be falling apart. >_>
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