May 13, 2014
Explainations
Posted at 5:58 AM
Just needed to explain to you about my last post because kakakakakakakkakakka. :3He told me (but he regretted it later ahahah, because he wasn't suppose to tell me) that he had a plan on how to ask me out and that he had something to give me and I was literally hyperventilating through the typing I was doing lololo. Yeah, then he was like ugh, shouldn't have told you. LOL
We were also talking about Sam and Phearath because we haven't seen Sam since last Wednesday. Moronica hasn't been to school,too. And then he told me that another reason that he didn't ask me out yet is because he's scared he'll become like Phearath in a way. But let me explainnnnn that,too. So on Wednesday after school (I was at running practice so I didn't witness), Allen was listening to music at the front of the school and he saw Sam coming out of the school with a jacket/hoodie for Phearath and then he threw it on the ground when given to him and started yelling at her and she began crying and ugh. Like what??? Phearath … jesus. Cheyenne tells me that Sam doesn't even tell him about the places she goes anymore because he controls that, her friends, and she can't text ANYONE but him but she broke that promise but wthhhh what kind of promise is that? I don't like this kind of relationship. And here there is Phearath being able to do whatever he wants and just controlling Sam in general. I don't talk to her about it because…. well, not my problem to get mixed into and she probably has someone to talk to about this. I told Allen not to freak out over it because I don't think he'll do that but he's still scared of becoming possessive and I told him he doesn't have to because there's no one else I'd ever want but him >____> [talking on Facebook that is. We don't really talk in person XD]
Oh yeah, Liz gave me back my book… don't think she finished it… kind of ignored each other the whole day…
Yoooooo after school, I changed into my gym clothes quickly and then hurried put my bags in the gym and had to run up to the 3rd floor because gahhhh. On Sunday, I told him I'd be the first to hug him from behind and he was like "You don't have the guts". Bahahah, oh really now ;) . Omg, he didn't notice me when he was at his locker… But I was standing right behind me and I was over thinking things, like "How do I do it?" "Do I just slide my arms around him?" "Do I just akjf;asdjf;sadfjdsa?" I ended crashing into him because I don't know anymoreeeeeeeeee. LOL , he was surprised. Then he turned around and gave me a hug but it was wayyyyy too long and people were coming up and I broke it up DDDDD= shat. I don't even know these people so why did I do that >< Later, on Facebook, he admitted that he was actually doing nothing at his locker and pretended to do something because he was actually waiting for me lolololololololol :3333 I mean, yeah, he did do something for 3 minutes but all he was doing was waiting for me :3
Got so many compliments for my hair yesterday . The day before, I was cutting my fringe and yassss. Everyone was like, saying it looked amazing lololol. :3333
omg, thinking about all this, what if I get kissed sometime in the next year. I'm dying thinking about it >////////////////////////////////////////////////<
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