April 09, 2014
confessions
Posted at 6:44 AM
I have made my final decision and it's a no. No matter how much I want to fulfill my own selfish needs, I can't just go on ruining another person's life without a full explanation and I wouldn't dare start. And I need to tell the wingman that my kind of like is not just limited to dating. And if I myself get rejected, it wouldn't hurt me to the point of complete sorrow. I would still like him, but just wouldn't pursue him. I know there's more fish in the sea, but there's only one of him and I can't give that up without even trying to convey what I really feel. Sorry, but knowing someone wants to confess caught me off guard and I was talking to that person for 2 hours and 20 minutes (about) last night and I hate myself this morning because I was practically leading him on and giving him ideas. :( I don't want to do that and I need to realize I can't go just about doing shit just because I want to. I don't want to hurt anyone. I don't want to hurt myself. So I'm telling wingman, that no… he shouldn't confess to me. I know who he is and I tried seeing him in a whole new light but no.Labels: Life
