November 26, 2013
Why
Posted at 8:37 PM
Okay so absolutely boring afternoon to be honest. I have been looking over vocabulary words and I'm planning on borrowing/buying books on like... I don't know. It won't be any type of fiction or stories or etc. It's going to be on... idk, anything. And I have a good story idea that's really original and I thought it up after a while today and I have an empty composition notebook under my desk already so I might as well... not write in it yet because I need to plot things out and ughghgggghgggughghgughghghguhAllegiant is pretty good (are you kidding, "pretty good"?). Nope, not "pretty good". It's really good like omfggg, mind blowing. Samone and I keep exchanging looks because we're the only students at school reading the book and we're reading together but I'm like, 100 pages ahead of her lol. She says she WILL catch up to me though. We planned on reading up to page 160 (but ahem, I'm on page 220+).
So intense.. and the pressure I've been putting on myself is really dragging me down :(
And the pressure is from a lot of varying factors that I do not wish to enclose in this entry (I'm trying to type like a really sophisticated and smart person just so I can get into the habit because I'm 100% sure I'll become an author with a best selling debut novel :D )
Exams. Tomorrow is a "day of service" and we're going places to help do community service for 2.5-3 hours and there's a Thanksgiving buffet after but I'm telling dad to just pick me up right after the service is over because all I want to do is go home, read my book, read over vocabulary, eat, shower, watch anime, do my history project, do my biology project, and just chill because my Thanksgiving Break is to relieve me from my endless stretch of boring days.
