November 28, 2013
nonononononononnonon
Posted at 5:26 PM
I finished it. I had to pause and scribble NO in my journal because I was having an internal conflict. Please, Veronica Roth, don't do this... don't do it !!!!! Don't make the ending that wayyyy. But it has already been done and I finally found out why people are upset or pissed and why my friend was crying over the ending when it was spoiled. She's still reading it and she saved me from the insanity that I call the ending of this book. I cried and it was the worst thing I've ever felt. Like... why?? Why do that? Why? Why? Why? It shouldn't end this way. I don't want to watch the movie anymore knowing what just happened. D; //teartearteartear//
Me reading... and something happens AND I FLIPPED THROUGH THE CHAPTERS TO SEE IF THE CHARACTER IS STILL IN IT (they put the name of the two main characters under the chapter number and I didn't see one of them and there were pages with one paragraph and I kind of expected the worst to come..... ;-;)
But I still held onto the small hope that was brewing in the pit of my stomach along with the verge of tears that were about to come as I continued reading the memories and all that and omfgg ughhghggugh
This is worser than The Fault in Our Stars because there are 2 books before it and we get to know the characters more closely and we develop this attachment and oh god no... WHY?????
PLEASE DON'T LET IT BE TRUE PLEASE
AND THEN IT HAPPENED
SHOT AN ARROW RIGHT THROUGH MY FUCKING HEART. DDDDDDD;





