November 08, 2013
NONONONONO Absolutely NOT!
Posted at 6:30 PM
Well, everything is flipped. I use to go to school to avoid home. Now I love going home just to avoid school. So much drama and I can't anymore. All my friends are either angry with each other or have individual problems and they tell me sometimes but I wish everyone can just get along again. Seriously. And to be honest I think I've become much meaner to some people (but sarcastically). ughhhhhh So distressed over people at school. Good thing was, I got them all to laugh at some point in the day and they said they were glad that I made them laugh or something like that because all they're days were shitty. Am I the only one who's not holding a grudge against anyone. I even heard about Phearath changing and showing his true colors and I asked what he did and my friend told me that it's a long story but not many people like him anymore and they told me one of the things he's done to his current gf but I refuse to just hate him because of some things and what he did was TERRIBLE ;-; As long as he doesn't do anything to me, I'll still be his friend. And he could have a good explanation for what he's done but then they said there were more things he's done so... yeah not going to ask them any further. :(
Ugh, had this attitude with some people.
Did I tell you how I made one of my classmates laugh so loudly during history class that everyone stopped to stare at her and... yeah when the silence was over the people around me were laughing and snickering at what I said but it's not really.. internet appropriate (but the internet isn't appropriate).
OMFG I even told one of my friends everything EVERYTHING about the rise and fall of my relationship with my ex. And I mean 100% everything. (They took it lightly and didn't make a big deal about it thank god but I should stop talking about my life. I like being secretive) Like, I d k how we even started talking about it but yeah.. :( The only other person who knows a lot about my relationship would be Ada because she asked me one time and I only told her 85% of the whole thing. ... But the truth is I don't really tell all the details because people might hate me or judge me or something. :( But I guess that's fine. I just keep in mind that I was 12-13 years of age and was an ammature and screwed up.
Came home to Squishy hyper and running all around the house xD
