This week was probably the most stressful week ever! It dragged on basically and it felt like years have gone by and I've just gotten a bit older. There were grades to worry about, studying, procrastinating and all of that. Sleep deprivation is actually put off to a minimum and I've actually gotten a lot more sleep than I've expected and that's probably why I'm so tired ._. Because of course, some people get really tired if sleeping for a certain amount of hours. I don't know why, but one time, I've slept for 14 hours and I just... o_o That was a couple years ago though but I still remember. Sometime around 7th and 8th grade.

When I was walking down the stairs this evening, I felt like the whole entire world was moving too fast and I'm just .. slow... I felt like my knees would give way and I'd pass out. I don't know why. I have been thinking too much, especially and almost encounter with my brother (whom I haven't spoken to for over a month now.. w0w) and it just stressed me out and I just hope he doesn't attack me with rude remarks because the dentist wanted me to get my brother since he was listening to music and his head was bowed low and he just looked.... emo? ._. And worst of all, my dad just had to go to the bank.... and I am stuck with him o-o But all I did was stand up and look at him and if he didn't make a move, then I'd go and touch his shoulder or something... but he looked up and we just looked at each other for a moment with expressionless faces and I gestured that it was our turn to get our check up. 

I don't know if it was foreshadowing but I've had one of those nightmares again where you are soooooo happy that you woke up from. I can't tell you the details (because I'm too lazy but I was about to say that it was too scary). And I'm just soo fatigued and I just... I'm going to bed in a few moments.