September 17, 2013
w0w
Posted at 7:13 PM
Today was definitely one of the worst days of my life. For one thing, I kept bumping into things in the morning (complete klutz), worried about TMJ condition again, got pissed off at someone at school because they just did something they weren't suppose to, and now my grandma is back and my brother is acting up because according to dad, "he can't focus on his education when he sees her face", and dad wants to take him to the doctor because he's not "normal". And I'm thinking,"wow, this day is fucked up." So I just sat there, in the car, just holding in tears and right now, I'm feeling pretty apathetic to all this (I've been working up the mindset of becoming indifferent) and right now, I. Don't. Care.I really don't care. My parents are really ignorant as to why my brother is like this and if I told them what grandma has done and they ask her if it's true, she'll probably forget because her memory is just as slow as a snail and of course. She's old. I do not blame her. But really, I almost cried a couple times and this has been happening over the course of a 2 year span and I really do not want to give a single turd about this problem.
Oh wow, now my laptop had problems with adding this gif and I'm really frustrated and nothing went right today and I really do not want to become apathetic because it's not healthy to a certain extent. I hate how my grandma makes unnecessary comments and how my brother takes things too personally and talks back and grandma ends up beating him and he's not a cynical little ugh. UGHHH. Okay, just... nvm. This was years ago and my brother probably can't focus (poor fucking excuse) because he was doing homework hence grandma watching a tv show and saying comments on it and probably comparing him to whatever in the tv show and they end up finding and omfg, OMFG THEY ARE FIGHTING NOW ;-;
