August 02, 2013
Various Objects I'd Thank
Posted at 9:08 PM
School's going to start on 8/12 and I thought that I might end summer with a thank you note on all the things (objects) that have kept me going with life. (I might get a bit cheesy on this topic so be aware).Dear Rin/Dr. Okumura/ Davidson Hope (various names for my journals throughout the years),
You have been a great source of comfort to me. When I read back to the very first entries back in 2010/11, I just thought that I have went through so much and learned so many things. I get irritated, angry, get mood swings, cry, smile, laugh, all of that. I hope I NEVER ever stop keeping you guys and you will all be the closest to me with family and friends coming in second. You were patient. You waited for me everyday to come home, take you out of your place, and allowed me to tear at you, roughly bend you, and harshly brush my pen against your delicate pages. When my friends weren't around when they were busy, you were always on a table, looking so alone but came to comfort me. I love you and I love family members who support me writing and even dad bought one of you with my grandmother picking them out. You, all 11 volumes of you, will be precious to me. I will protect my memories and never let them go. I will never burn you and will keep you in a safe when I'm older just in case a fire starts up in the house. :3 Yeah, I'm adding onto this big family of notebooks, composition books, gift store books, all of it. I might name you Rei next year for the guy I admire in Free!
~Your Mistress
Dear Sudoku and Rubik's Cube,
Goddamit, I love you guys. You challenge my brain so goddamn much and I play Osu much better because of these new brain cells developing from my learning and thinking and all that. I heard that if I play you guys, my brain... wait what? Okay, let's just say you were and always will be a comfort to me.
First off Sudoku. You are there for me when I'm alone at High school and I really don't want to sit around doing nothing so I open you up and immerse myself in a different world.
Rubik's cube. I didn't solve you get GODDAMIT I'M SCREAMING. You're going on my bucket list since I'm not sure I'll solve you anytime soon and I MUST MUST MUST solve you before I die or else I'll never rest with peace in mind. ;_;
~Your Owner
Dear Sketch Book,
I'm not much of an artist. Writing is usually my thing. Ahas. Yeah, I'm a writer and addicted to it. But you also, are a great source of comfort to me in ways you can't imagine. You don't judge the way I draw. You allow me to practice. I love you too. I drew this one picture of Ciel from Black Butler and ruined it, but you didn't tell me that it was ugly. You just stayed there, quiet, admiring. I love you as well.
~Your Non professional Artist Partner
Dear Books of Any Sort,
I love you a bunch. I'm glad I started reading more again. I made sure I didn't have too much anime that I'm currently watching so I can squeeze in time for you. In fact, I read almost all day today and it was so refreshing. I was always a reader ever since my dad forced me to read at 4 and it just came naturally. I give dad credit because he made me love books which sparked the writer in me. You drag me into your pages and make me fall into a world of the unknown. I love you a lot. If it were up to me, I'd stay at a quiet library with a bakery nearby and just read EVERY SINGLE FUCKING BOOK IN THERE and then write in my journal and do sudoku and rubik's cube in a corner.
~Your Loving Reader
There you go. These are various things in my everyday life. I do them everyday or ....
Oh wait, I forgot one.
Dear Bloggie,
You inform my friends everything. However, the bad thing about you is that I hate writing in my journal and having to type in you. Like, wtf. Writing is to taste life twice. I'm not doing it a third time. However, without you I can't really reflect.
~Memememememeem
Oh My Lord, I have a feeling that by the time I breathe my last breathe, I'll have over 100+ journals.
Let me calculate.
If I complete 4 journals every year. And thus far I have 10 completed.
I have about 90 years of my life. ABOUT. Not exactly.
I will have more or less of 360+ OMG. I'M GOING TO SCREAM LOLOL
But I don't regret writing.
OMG. THIS POST GOT LONG. I'M OUT. BYE.
