August 08, 2013
Pondering Effects
Posted at 10:41 AM
I think my brother and I have mutual dislike in each other. I really despise how he blames me and my dad for his complacent motives. It's not really our fault, he could have found other ways around to practice guitar.And I felt like I made a few good points but he won't accept it.
Such as when I yelled at him about dad and mom working downstairs with smoke and hot weather and how he's up here with air conditioning. He yelled back at me with something unrelated and I just don't know anymore. I'm still sweating from deep down in my raging blood and I think this is the worst fight ever.
I still can't get over the fact that my mom could possibly have breast cancer and did marijuana. No wonder my grandma was always mad at her. Grandma always told me and my brother to throw her away. And for some reason, I'm not mad. I love my mom even more now because of this because I simply pity her and I really want to help her in some way possible. What I don't like was when my brother started tearing up hearing about mom getting breast cancer. He's like, a tsundere or something. o-o
Oh yeah, when my brother yelled at dad, he slammed his fist onto the refrigerator just like Okazaki in Clannad. Wow Peter. You seem to be learning the bad things from Anime. Good for you. You little fucker. Die in a ditch. My affections for you were 30% and it has fallen to 0.1%
