intellectual feline

July 16, 2013

LAST ONE FOR TODAY? Posted at 9:43 PM

1.How are you, really? Breaking down inside but I have my own emotional doctor.
2.What kind of music do you like? Soft, rock, (rock?) I don't know.
3.Do you like travelling? Yes...
4.What do you do for fun? Watch videos and do productive things to feel satisfied. :)
5.What is your biggest fear? Death... and getting killed...which leads to death o-o
6.What do you think people think of you? :D I'd like to know too...
7.What do you think about art? Something that keeps me stable :)
8.Cats or dogs? Dogs
9.What are you thinking about? HIM O-O
10.Tell me about your first kiss. Wait..I have a feeling I've answered these before but just in case people would like to have their memories refreshed, it was with a cousin that was 3 years older than me... he wasn't like, close. More distant and ... UGH. I don't want to write it down o-o
11.What is your favourite book? Shatter Me..Harry Potter STOP
12.Do you have any tattoos? What is it? NO
13.Your saddest memory. When my dad was talking to grandma and grandma breaks down saying my brother wanted her to leave and I cried in the living room and my brother also cried. o-o My dad was like,"No one wants you to leave." My brother asked dad if they can get grandma to live by herself in the first place though. This was 2-3 years ago...
14.Are you old fashioned? Yes. :)
15.Do you play any musical instrument? Nope.
16.What attracts you in a girl/boy? Smart, knows what they're doing, cute, asian. Tall. Older than me :)
17.What is your most embarrassing moment in your life? UHHHHHH. A lot... but there was this one time where... okya nvm lol
18.Have you ever thought of committing suicide? Let's not ... go there... kids.... o-o
19.What makes you happy? EVERYTHING. Think positive. Knowing that I have clean water and a roof over my head and necessitites to live makes me smile :)
20.What are you struggling with? My brother.
21.Your first crush. Sean... this while guy in 2nd grade who failed it the year before.
22.Have you ever been bullied? Yes...for being asian...in my 99% american grade school
23.Favourite food. UGH. YOU SERIOUS? Meat with sauces (ex: general tso)
24.Dream or reality? DREAMS. O-O
25.Are you a shy person? Yes...breaking the habit though
26.When was the moment in life when you felt most alone? When my friends ignore me. Like, literally when they get pissed back then.
27.Do you have any regrets? Nope. Only lessons learned.
28.Would you take home a homeless pet? Yes but my dad would say no.
29.Have you ever had an amazing dream?What was it? YES. YES. A LOT AND THE BEST WERE ALWAYS OF HIM :D
30.Childhood memories. EHEHEHEHEHEHEHEEHEH Me...being a kid... too much to write...
31.Favourite season. FALL + WINTER. spring and summer kills me with allergies and it's SO HOT
32.Are you a night or morning person? Morning. I wake up at crazy early hours
33.Do you believe in unicorns? NO. BUT IT'S FUN TO DO SO :D
34.Any hobbies? Writing...reading. OMG. DO I HAVE TO REPEAT THIS?
35.Do you smoke/drink when you get sad? NO. I WRITE. I VENT. I PUNCH WALLS. NOT KILL MYSELF SLOWLY. O-O I like life. :)
36.Have you ever tried to change yourself for someone? NO. NO. LOVE ME FOR ME. MEEEE
37.Have you ever been regected? Rejected* And ... yes
38.Tea or coffee? TEA
39.Are you sarcastic? Sometimes....
40.Do you like watching old movies? Yes lol. The bad quality turns me...of o-o
41.What’s your biggest wish? COURAGE TO TALK TO HIM </3
42.Who do you miss right now? PEOPLE
43.Favourite cartoon? ANIME LOL
44.Do you find yourself attractive? YES
45.Any habbits? ... O-O ummmm anohhhhhhh UGH TOO LAZY TO WRITE
46.Do you like rain or snow? RAIN. I LOVE IT. SO. MUCH
47.Do you have an eating disorder? NO
48.Do you have a broken heart? NO
49.Do you want a hug? YES
50.Have you ever been friendzoned by your crush? Yes and vice versa.