June 03, 2013
Posted at 12:27 PM
So like, I met Joong 3 months ago and he's really nice. I really enjoy being with him. Whenever I listen to Teen Top songs, I think of him. One time I was doing my part time job in the Gallery and he just sat near me as I handed out some brochures for that ice cream shop that I was helping. He was looking at me and laughing at how I had to dress up as some kind of candy maid. "Stop looking at me like that. It's embaressing!" I snapped.
"But you look cute in that." He said back and smiled.
I turned away blushing and flustered. What's up with him? I don't know. But somehow, I feel as if I'm falling for him. I really love his black hair that's almost long enough to cover his eyes. I like the way he wears that gray hoodie whenever it rains. I crave his glances at me. >///////////< Kyaaa.
We sang together just recently to the song Endlessy by The Cab and it was amazing though my voice was off key and he was the one playing the piano. He asked me out one time but I rejected. >.< Sigh.
Then today he asked me again and I was blushing like crazy and I couldn't get off my mind how we're actually dating.
Let me go indepth of the type of person Joong is. He's smart but he doesn't go to school. He lost his parents in a house fire and lived with his aunt for as long as he could remember. He's really good at cooking and he understands people around him. He told me that he never felt this way for a girl until he met me. I felt so happy deep down that it's undescribable.
But maybe without these imaginations and imaginary Joong as my boyfriend, I won't be able to keep my mind off of my brother's behavior. Whenever I feel sad, I escape into the back of my head and just stay with Joong in this glass villa that looks off to the beach in Florida. I guess you can call this a talent... making imaginations look real. >.< Thought it's only through the power of my brain. I love Joong so much since yesterday. He calms me down. I bury my head in his shoulder and tell him everything from loving my family to my prideful brother, how I get mad much more now a days and that I can't concentrate on my studies at all. He would tell me," Every bad beginning ends of with good results." Then he'd hug me as I cry. Then reality slaps at me and it's time for school UGHUGHUGH.
I can't wait to see Joong again tongiht. >//////////<
