June 01, 2013
So Just Now
Posted at 5:09 PM
I finished taking my 10 minute shower and my dad came up and he asked if I ate already.me: *shakes head* no.
Dad: go eat and I'll bring some water up (chowjo so it made more sense that he didn't literally mean water)
me: no thanks
Dad: *still comes up and give me water/juice* *about to leave*
Me: ._.
Dad: *comes back* he has too much. Don't need to give him a lot because he's a bad boy (disobediant in chowjo or something)
OMFG. Daddy </3 it breaks my heart when he said my brother was bad and gave me more of the juice. I felt so aklfjasdlfjasd;fjas emotional. LIKE. I can clearly see it written all over his face that he's suffering.
I cried after he left. It hurts so much. My brother asking for so much and neglecting the people who gave it to him and he just isn't loving or grateful. I conclude that he asks for so much and gives so damn little.
My dad... I love him to the point that I'd....
I don't want to see him like this all pissed.
My brother doesn't see how much he loves him...
But my brother was always the problem child and blames our parents.
Look, I know our dad hit us because we got a math problem wrong... :(
OMFG. I rememebered when I was 6 or 4 or something and i got this problem wrong, my dad was spanking me and all I did was hug him.
I fking hugged him
WHO THE HELL DOES THAT.
D:
I just don't know myself anymore. Whenever I was scolded, I just sit there and cry.
My brother?
He throws things around and threatens them with knives. :(
He's like a demon child. :(
Our parents hit us for a reason, not like those other abusive parents. We should be fking grateful. not WE. I'm already grateful. HE SHOULD STOP IT. OMFGGGGGGGGGG
Dear Dad,
It'll get better :'O
