June 21, 2013
Okieee~ Time to let the cat out of duh bag
Posted at 10:14 PM
Wait, isn't that phrase for bad times only?But anyway, just another update. It's only 10 and it doesn't matter if I stay up late. I'll sleep it off tomorrow and then when my brother leaves, I'll eat cookies and then start my work out. Then, when he comes back, I'll go look up definitions for words that I have underlined while I was reading Finale and write them down so I'll have them as reference for the future.
Anyway, there was a picnic today but I didn't feel like attending. For one thing, I had other things to do but I fabricated the excuse,"I don't feel like it. I just want to go home and read." And of course, I did read a bit. I'm reading "Rapture" the fourth book to the Fallen Series. However, since I just finished a book yesterday, I don't think I'll be able to read for a bit... Since like, I need all the information to sink in and when the time comes, I'll read again.
Oh, oh. Summer timmmeee. Just remembered that I have a lot of things to do:
-sleep
-study Mandarin Chinese
-improve drawing skills
-improve writing skills
-get fit
-read more books
-anime + manga
Okay, so when I left school at 9:45 AM, dad arrived at 10:00 AM and in the back seat was my brother. I always have the front seat because I like sitting there. He was in his silly mood again and I take advantage of these times to let my feels sink in because you know, my brother is rarely this happy. And i'm glad he's not stressing out my brother today. In fact, ever since I gave my dad that single letter, every day afterwards have been better than before. ><
And one more confession before I move on. I'm an idiot for saying that I'm so selfless. Like, what the heck was I thinking back a few months ago. Maybe it was my pride to show that i was a nicer and better person than my greedy brother. But yeah, I'll admit that I AM selfish too. I just juggle both in moderation and make sure that my selfishness doesn't hurt others. Yeah, that's what I meant to say. I'm sorry for making people misunderstand and for being a total opinionated freak. I have been apologizing a lot for my behavior. Not directly though....
Anyway, we went to Flynn O Hara, a uniform store. It was nice to be in that place again and afterwards we went to BJs.
Guess what??!@?!@ Just 3 more pages in my journal. I'll use to rest for poetry tomorrow and I'll need to name in and store it away for the time being.... in some box.... Teehee, my brother promised to give me his shoe boxes since throughout the years, I'll be writing a lot and I'll need a place to keep it.
One time, I left my journals stored on the floor and some of the edges chipped off because mice ate parts of it. My skins crawled and I got goosebumps because i hate to know what kind of disease it was given my journals and cut them off with a scissor. *goosebumpy*
Yes!!!! Summer. I wonder if all my hard work paid off. I'm sure I won't need to go to summer school. When I checked my grades, it looked fine. I improved and got 5 As and 2 Bs. Yes! More B's than A's again. I don't know how the hell I earned a GPA of 3.39 though. I mean, I HAVE MORE As dammit. Does the system not sense that?
