June 03, 2013
@Maggie
Posted at 2:30 PM
It saddens me to read about these things(not that it annoys me. I am actually curious about your family life). My family is going through their ups and downs and I'm sure what you're feeling might be the same. But surely, you have friends to talk to that understand and support you. I really hope you do because I don't want people to tear up in front of me even though I do it in front of them. When I get upset about my brother I tell Ada and Jenny and sometimes Emily. Being comforted by people who understand you is best. I hope your mother wakes up and sees what she did to you. I'm not trying to say that I understand what you feel or anything (or did i? DID I ? But surely, I do NOT.). /sigh
I've never really been in your position.
You know what pisses me off a lot in society? When some people say that their situation is worser than theirs when they have their own problems. I use to do that. But I just realized that depression and pain and sadness is all the same. It's not a competition. Magiieieieiei we is on the same boat okay?
I really hope some kind of good result appears right before you.
Could it be that your parents may have problems of their own? Financially? Mentally? Physcially?
My advice to you( you don't have to do it though) is keep your head held high and hope for the best. HOPE and BE PATIENT. Because people who are patient always get what they want don't they? And I'm not saying the kind of patient where you sit back and relax. Just don't put your mind to it so often and just do what you usually do so time ticks faster. Then, in the end, maybe something will turn out right.
I watched this old movie with my grandmother once on TV. It's about this girl who had an abusive mother. The mom would hit her when the girl tries on make up or goes into the mother's room. There was this one RIDICULOUSLY stupid time where the girl hung up this dress with a metal hanger and the mom got so pissed off that she used it to hit her. She was yelling "WHY WOULD YOU PUT THIS GOOD CLOTHE ON A METAL HANGER? GET A WOODEN ONE!" oh my gosh. Then the mom just tossed all the good clothes she bought for her and threw it on the floor saying that the girl doesn't take care of her things. LIKE. WTF THAT'S BULLSHIT. The mother was famous too. And like, she really makes the most stupidest excuses to hurt her daughter and starve her. Oh yeah, when the girl was using her mom's comb to comb her hair and try on jewlery, the mom came in and it was so scary. She was like" What are you doing?" And the daughter just stared at her terrified and then the mom was like, "OH MY GOD YOU FKING USED MY SHYT" And grabbed her hair and started cutting it. The girl was crying and said stop it and all. >.< UGH UGH. I hope I'm not giving you the wrong idea of anything that I'm saying. I'm not trying to make you feel bad or anything .This story was just interesting.
THAT MOVIE WAS BASED OFF OF A REAL STORY HOLY SHYT D: NUUUU I DONT' LIKE THAT SHYT. But in the end, the daughter grew up famous and before her mom died, she saw her daughter on TV and she cried and said she was so proud of her. And the daughter loved her mom too dafaq... well I guess that's normal because..... IDK IS THAT NORMAL? I MEAN THE MOM DID SO MUCH....OMFGGGG WTFFFF
okay, so anyway, I hope HOPE HOOOOPE you feel better. That movie might have been irrevelant and this post has become lengthy.
And I guess I can somehow relate to you because of my own family problems.
Jenny's always a great comfort :3
HOPE YOU FEEL DUH BETTER. I NEED TO WRITE A HAPPIER POST NEXT TIME THIS ENDED UP SAD AND TURNED INTO BULL CRAP OKAY SO IGNORE EVERYTHING HERE.
My intentions were to tell you that I want you to feel better. My brother tells me not to care about other people but I want to. He's too freaking selfish caring for only himself. He doesn't love anything in the world. /SIGHGHGHGHGHHHGHGHGHG that bitch.
