June 01, 2013
Brother.
Posted at 12:32 PM
My brother is going to move out of the house. And he's a year younger than me! I'm not jealous or envious, but this topic has gotten me really sad and down. I mean, it's as if my brother is the one breaking our family apart and then moving away afterwards. He just wants to look independent and such and I'm just wondering how he'll be like when he grows up?Needless to say, i have made a list of all the pros and cons of my brother leaving the house.
Pros:
-I am the only child (like, similar to it)
-my parents won't have to worry and get yelled at or other things
-my grandmother doesn't have to be so sad anymore
-not much electricity or water will be used so we somehow save money?
-more room for me
-his disgusting attitude doesn't fill the air (that selfish human being I call my sibling!)
Cons:
-no one to talk to anymore
-we won't watch anime together anymore
-he's unable to ask me for help anymore
-use up electricity, water, and other things at the new house
-bills
-things we need to buy like soap, pots and pans, food, etc. for him
-we could lose money
Thinking back, I really wished my brother was independent. Now, I regret that wish. >.< Nothing is a mere coincidence for me anymore because almost everything I want comes true. And well, I need to think carefully of what I want if it ever comes true in the future.
I wish my brother didn't get so invested in the guitar. I blame anime for his behavior. He wants what Usui and Yui and all those other kids in anime have. That's my theory however because didn't Usui move into his own apartment when he started high school as well? Also, Yui has a guitar and her own room as well. i remembered when I first watched anime, I was like this too. I wanted my own room in a large house >.< Then I kept having this attitude toward my father but he taught me a life's lesson and I regret for neglecting his wishes in the first place.
My brother is different though. He's much more selfish than me. He doesn't care what other people want. He only wants to make himself happy. And I think dad is going to buy my brother his own house as I think back to when dad said,"I don't know what to make you happy." And my brother was yelling at him about how children are your #1 priority once you have them. You must sacrifice EVERYTHING FOR THEM FKING
OMFG
ASFKLDSAJF;DSAJF
NO
FK NO
NO
I DON'T WANT MY PARENTS TO SUFFER
DDDDD:
NO
OMFG
WHY
